Escape Pod 794: Episode 4: The Deflection of Probability

Episode 4: The Deflection of Probability

By Premee Mohamed

The tent billowed in the hot, humid wind, and Harriet thought if the canvas made that gun-crack noise near her head one more time she’d go mad—simply abandon her project and flee screaming into the meadow.

She took a deep breath, ignoring the hovering cameras that hummed in her peripheral vision. They’d make something of that in final production, she thought gloomily. That sigh. The plucky lass from Berwick-upon-Tweed, a clear shoo-in during the first three episodes, has done very poorly indeed today, and seems to be feeling the pressure… Well, and it would have to be ‘plucky,’ wouldn’t it? Harriet was sure the judges had an approved list of adjectives in their scripts. Some contestants were brilliant. Some were confident. Some…

Another gust of hot air roared in like the furious breath of a dragon. Her palladium microtorus setup spun on its little mirrored platform, reflecting glimpses of her startled gaze, her hair frizzed in the humidity. A skiff of pollen had dirtied the molecule-thick coating. Keeping her face still, she got out the nanofiber brush and cleaned the surface again.

It had all begun so well. Or at least it probably looked that way to viewers. Were episodes being aired already? Harriet didn’t know. But two weeks ago, her synthetic prions had gone about the place (well, the slide) like proper gangsters, knocking the other proteins aside and neatly recruiting only the ones they were meant to. Last week, only four contestants had managed to produce the correct crystal matrix in the final experiment—and hers had been the tallest of all, rising high and green as envy above their stations, nearly touching the ceiling.

The judges and hosts had complimented her, even clapped. Except Abiatha, the sour old cow. She never smiled. Famous for it, of course, glowering under that sharp gray bob like something nasty under a rock, but the theatrical necessity of the persona didn’t soothe the sting. Every time Harriet looked at her, she had a flashback to the first few months in grad school.

Not that anyone had said anything out loud, oh no. Her supervisor hadn’t said ‘We don’t want you here.’ Her family hadn’t said ‘I shouldn’t bother if I were you, what’s wrong with working at the bank like Mum.’ Her schoolfriends hadn’t said ‘Aren’t we getting ideas a little above our station darling.’ But they’d all been thinking it, plain as a pikestaff, just as when she had hesitantly suggested trying out for the show. Not one word of support, not through the video she’d had to send, the phone calls, auditions, train trips, the pitying looks from the makeup crew…

She briskly dashed a tear away with the back of her wrist—Go on, get on with it, you silly thing, don’t cry on your torus—and looked up as a group of shadows fell across her device.

“Oh, well isn’t this nice!” Garrett, her favorite judge, smiled encouragingly. “Very unique! We do like to see people putting their own spin on things. Can you tell us a little about what you’ve done here?” His eyes twinkled as if he expected to be told some wonderful secret.

“Deconstructed, is it?” Abiatha said before Harriet could open her mouth. “That’s certainly… one angle we haven’t seen before. Why did you choose that?”

“No, it’s…” Harriet swallowed. It had seemed like a good idea, though a minute ago she’d sneaked a look at the other benches and realized that everyone was doing a variation on a Hoffman-Lu apparatus except for her. And of course the judges had spotted it, and couldn’t keep quiet. “Well, at home… the low-elasticity quantum tunneling in the magnetic field would… ”

“Well, it won’t heat up the tent, anyway,” Garrett said. “Goodness, isn’t it a muggy one today!”

The machine doubled, tripled in her tears. “That’s me! Always thinking of my fellow experimentalists!”

Abiatha sneered, but they moved on, thank goodness. The cameras lingered over their shoulders, little blinks of light as the lenses focused at her; she couldn’t let her guard down just yet. They’d make good drama of that, Harriet thought: first, that she was doing something ‘unusual,’ and second, that she, not inaccurately, looked like she was having a panic attack.

That would be the narrative constructed for this season: plump, awkward Harriet, whose hands shook when she worked, who visibly flinched when the judges came by, not an underdog, not someone you’d cheer for…

Oh, stop it. You self-pitying thing. Get on with it, no one’s looking over your shoulder even if you are doing something ridiculous. And it’s just one photon. You’re just teleporting one photon. It’s not like they asked for a, a, a, a grapefruit or something.

Right. Sort out the platform. Next, fix it in place with the laser, move it over the accelerator path, calibrate the target. She peeled off the sticker on the laser’s case stating UNTESTED: DO NOT USE OUTSIDE OF HIGH-SECURITY SETTINGS and dropped it into the bin. Next, and quickly, before she could change her mind: get the torus up to the calculated rotation, field on, shielding placed, laser activated, probabilities collapsing.

This was always the worst part: she backed away to the extent of her reach and gingerly, with a pen, pressed the INITIATE PROGRAM button. Bits of debris—plastic, wire, tiny shreds of platinum and silver and palladium, scraps of snipped carbon fiber—drifted sluggishly across the white tiles of her workbench.

Harriet refused to allow herself a moment of relief. So what if it had gone right for now? She’d already mucked up the first of today’s experiments. The easiest one, she reminded herself angrily, the one everybody was supposed to ace, that bucked you up for the rest of the day, like a stiff drink before a speech.

Its remnants had melted, then spectacularly disappeared into, a small but very deep hole next to the judging platform. During a break, she and the young man who shared the other end of her bench had dared each other to look. Sickeningly endless, no sign of a bottom. At least, she reflected, she’d stopped him before he’d dropped a coin down it. No thank you!

But thanks to that humiliation, she risked being eliminated today. And her ‘take’ on the challenge was just raising too many eyebrows. To get her light to go green, to get the photon to the correct spot, required the manipulation of things that didn’t like being manipulated. In short, she had to make the probability of its presence 0% at her bench and 100% at the platform. In theory, her apparatus worked by setting up a known level of unpredictability, constraining, after some pushing and shoving, the photon’s path into one of predicted unpredictability, and eliminating all its other paths.

A bit iffy, now that she thought about it. A bit.

Her torus ramped up, producing a small eerie noise; the lights in the tent flickered. Low, nervous laughter rose behind her. “Was that mine?” someone said. A camera wandered over at the voice, like a puppy ignored at a party.

Harriet turned, leaning against the cool ceramic. Despite the heat, she desperately wanted a cup of tea. Just to steady herself. Another contestant whose name she couldn’t remember, in the back of the tent, fetched a bottle of water from the ancient pastel-blue fridge, then noticed Harriet’s longing stare and gestured at her: Want one?

Harriet nodded and mouthed Ta!

The other woman smiled, and gave the frosty bamfoam bottle a light underhand toss. They both flinched as it disappeared into the microsupermassive wormhole that lunged out of nowhere to intercept it.

The owner of the wormhole gave them a look, swiveling to make sure they both saw it; you weren’t really supposed to let anything cross the waveform space above someone’s bench. Not unsportsmanlike, exactly, but poor etiquette.

“Sorry,” the woman called.

Harriet walked back and got a bottle herself. “God we must look a mess,” she said. “Have you even seen any of the makeup lads today?”

The other woman sighed, ran a wrist past the damp edge of her hijab. “Nobody showed up. They’ll get it in post, Garrett said.”

“I love Garrett. Isn’t that just something he’d say.”

“I only love Garrett. Garrett is the only person I love now. My husband will get over it.”

They chuckled, gazing at the room of silent, bustling contestants, each in their show-approved lab coat of robin’s-egg blue, mint green, salmon pink, dove grey. Meant to associate names with faces, someone had explained to them before they started filming. Lord, had that been a month ago? It felt like forever.

“Oh, hark at her,” Harriet muttered, tipping her chin at the crowd favorite, whose project gleamed like the futuristic skyscrapers of old movies—a symphony of gleaming metal, beautifully-tooled edges, invisible joints. “Overdoing it a bit, do we think?”

“It’s just one photon, Zara.”

This time their laughter was pained; Harriet hoped no cameras were listening in. Zara wasn’t sweaty, of course; in her lavender coat she looked as splendid and fresh as the larkspur fluttering outside. Harriet thought her list of judge-approved adjectives would include things like ‘flawless’ and ‘effortless.’

To Harriet’s further annoyance and despair, Zara was also twenty and tall and naturally blonde and friendly and back home she baked nutritious high-protein snacks for the care home down the street and had made the top three of every challenge and… and… Harriet wanted to like her, really she did, it was just that she worried that the effort would kill her. Or cause her to melt a hole into the Earth’s crust, like certain unnamed abominations.

Well. Zara was good for ratings, anyway. Harriet sighed and walked back to her station, giving a bottle of water to Zara, and one to her benchmate, and one to the shaky, red-faced boy at the station behind her.

A moment later, with a bone-rattling metallic clang, the boy vanished, leaving the bottle rocking forlornly on the white tiles.

In the silence, her ears aching as if she’d been punched, Harriet realized that no one else was moving. She hurried to shut off the boy’s device, and the ominous purple orb that had sucked him in disappeared in its turn. As if to prove a point, the power button fell off and rattled across the floor. Harriet swallowed, feeling faint; in earlier seasons there had been a fair deal of screaming and panicking when something like this happened, but now it was so expected that people barely seemed to notice. It was un-British to scream and panic anyway, the thinking went. Undignified. They didn’t so much as blur out the blood, not even in the episode last year where that irradiated caiman had gotten loose and eaten three contestants. They simply edited it out. The Americans, Harriet thought, would leave it in. Maybe with a content warning. Anyway, all you got now was a snippy comment—

What a shoddy build,” Abiatha announced. “Well, crack on, survivors; that’s one less competitor!”

— yes, there it was, bang on time. And then you went on with the show. Stiff upper lip and all that. Actually, it was the third such incident, so when you counted the three whose challenges had slurped them into an irretrievable place, and the three sent home as part of the show, the field had gotten worryingly thin. Harriet did the math on her new odds, and hated herself for it at once. Why do I even bother, she thought, unable to stop herself. I’ll never win, let alone get to the end of it. That could be me next time! I should just back out. Leave it to Zara. She’s the one they want anyway.

Back at her bench, she began to dismantle her own apparatus, then paused, trying to steady herself. No, you really did have to have something, didn’t you? Sabotage was one thing, but taking it apart entirely, surely not. Points might be awarded for creativity or… well, out of pity, to be honest, or maybe they would take it easy on everyone because of the recent shock…

Harriet put her head down and fine-tuned her machine, annoyed that time seemed to be slowing down now instead of rushing. The clock on the far side of the tent, which she loved and feared, ticked down to final judging. Repurposed from a church, perhaps, its great ancient face of gilt and iron really did look like a face: a harsh but interested observer.

And it was very precise. Ten minutes left. Harriet’s shoulders slumped. A camera floated over and she resisted a powerful urge to swat at it.

“Time’s up, contestants!” shouted Garrett. But his next words were drowned out in a rush of icy wind, so strong it knocked people flat; Harriet grabbed the edge of her work station, cutting her palm on a chipped tile.

Nobody screamed, and for a split second, buried in the fear, she felt a jolt of pride: We’re scientists, she thought. We got all our screaming over with in grad school. Well, nothing to worry about; they’d had their fair share of disasters already. What could be so bad about—

At last one voice rose, then others: the judges, hosts, even a pitiful wail from the cameras as their housings creaked under the strain. When it became a chorus, Harriet finally turned.

For several moments, it wasn’t even clear what she was looking at. At last she realized that Zara’s machine had exploded, but somehow not entirely, the pieces clinging to each other as if with static electricity. As Zara hammered frantically at her control panel, the tear above it expanded by the second, emitting a freezing tornado that chilled Harriet instantly. The little burst of adrenaline she’d felt earlier was gone, swamped under something too big for mere chemicals: a void burgeoning, chewing away the roof of the tent, its carbon-fiber central pole, the blue sky outside, the hanging willows, the clouds, the atmosphere, the stars that twinkled in the distance.

Beyond it lay not the ordinary calm darkness of space but a sharpness that ate the light and refracted everything into facets broken and bent along impossible angles. What had happened? But even as Harriet thought it, she knew the answer. Always a risk with an incorrectly-calibrated Hoffman-Lu. The breaking of dimensions, the introduction of forces meant to stay far from here.

Zara finally lost her nerve looking up at the tear, and began to shriek, a long monotonous sound like a teakettle. The clock swayed so high from its twin struts it seemed about to flip like a coin, and Harriet found herself staring at it, dreamily, as if she weren’t about to die. Fifty-fifty chance on a coin. Heads. Tails. Easy math.

Can I shut it down? I’m the only one whose machine won’t add to it… No, the odds on that weren’t good, far less than fifty percent. Her torus wasn’t reaching speed anyway. Everything was still too predictable. The end of the world: about a hundred percent.

The clock… wait a minute. The workings were just visible through a window in the front, shaped like a crescent moon. Clockwork. Gears. Gears. Quantum particles could jump energy levels, straitlaced little sods though they were, but if you could force them between levels, if you had enough multiplication of force, they would try to return to their place and—

The simplest of machines. No wonder she hadn’t thought of it.

And maybe, just maybe, she could fix this.

A tired voice sang out in her head, fuzzy from memory: “Oh Harriet, don’t bother, you’ll only make it worse. Wait till your Dad gets home.” Couldn’t let her try, even. But all the same that day, the screwdriver, the shower of rust, the quiet triumph…

“Don’t bother,” she muttered. “We’ll see about that.” Mind made up, she lunged for her printer, punching in shapes even as her feet begin to lift off the floor. Clinging to the bench with one hand and working the printer with the other, she quickly did the calculations in her head: yes, it might work, the whole realm stranger the smaller you got but actual rotation still in the realm of Newtonian physics. Passing its power down, doing nothing but passing. Giving it to where things were tiny and weird and all the rules were still not known.

She was nearly horizontal now, white-knuckling the tile with one hand and catching the little metal gears as they dropped from the nozzles before they could fall upwards.

Time seemed to slow—or maybe it was slowing now, who knew. A cable snapped loose from Zara’s broken device and soared lazily past Harriet’s face, leaving a deep red cut. All the elemental particles of this universe, she calculated, were fleeing inexorably into the other.

But it could be stopped. Maybe. Maybe. Harriet thought: Here is where the small and the great touch. Here is where we make. It. Work.

The gears were still so hot they burned her hand, but she clicked the teeth together and pushed them into place in the side of her own apparatus. The mirrored torus shifted, groaned, and changed, spitting out colors as it moved through the spectrum till finally it vanished from sight.

A moment later, the platform disappeared too, though a shimmering string of liquid began to drool from where it had been. It snaked up into the void like a silver wire.

I can do this. I can do this. Forget the faces of those mocked me. Who talked down to me, who said to forget my dreams. Forget them. Don’t ask what Abiatha would say. It’s not the spin of the thing I made but the spin of the things they’re making, bless ’em. Supposing you did this in the olden days. Burn you as a witch, they would.

Well. If no one else is doing any witchery today.

She pressed the button.

The statistical impossibility sealed itself with a bang, and bits of canvas, metal, and plastic suddenly remembered what gravity was, pattering down onto everyone’s heads. Light crept back, ordinary sunlight from their ordinary star, hot and plain, shining across the ruined tent, the broken machinery, survivors huddling behind the sturdy benches. Camera lenses scattered the floor like drops of mercury.

Harriet rose unsteadily and peered around. Zara had fainted. The great clock had been knocked off its armature, though it seemed miraculously intact. And even as she watched, it ticked down to the last minute.

“Time’s up, contestants,” Garrett croaked, holding a napkin to his bleeding nose. It wasn’t much of a joke, Harriet thought, but they all laughed anyway.

Sirens spiraled in, fading and returning like the swooping flight of the local swallows even though it was quite a long straight road out to their meadow. Harriet wondered whether some aspect of reality had gotten permanently mucked up here—whether math had simply thrown up its hands and given up. After a day like today, she wouldn’t blame it.

Everyone wandered around with bin liners, sweeping up debris and digging into the supply pantry for elastofilament to build travois. They gently carried dozens of grounded cameras outside and piled them in the grass, forming a heap of dazed-looking eyes. The crew doled out plasters from the first-aid kit, called home, or were quietly sick into the flower garden out by the mill-pond. Someone’s failed experiment from week one, a bright-blue semi-sapient slime mold, came over to sniff at the rubbish; Garrett chased it off with a broom.

At last the host and judges retreated under the judging platform to mutter and pass around an unmarked flask. Harriet circled back to her own station and her benchmate held out a bag for the machine, then chuckled. “Ah, go on then.”


He tapped the top of her build, which was, impossibly, still running. “You’re supposed to go first anyway.”

Harriet smiled, though it seemed to take the last of her strength. “Why not?” She scrolled down on the scratched touchscreen and pressed ‘RUN FINAL PROGRAM.’

Half-joking, they looked expectantly at the platform. Five seconds ticked past, ten, twenty, thirty. “Oh well,” Harriet said. “I should have known it was a—”

And her light turned green.

One photon. Signed, sealed, and delivered. To say nothing, Harriet thought, mouth open, of the universe. But you didn’t get points for that.

Garrett stared. Zara clutched her necklace. A few people sat down, hard, on the floor.

Abiatha staggered to her feet, staring at the light, the table, back at the light, at the stunned Harriet, dirty and scratched and frizzy-haired and glowing.

“Well,” Abiatha said, and took a gulp from the flask. “Well. Bloody brilliant.”

Harriet smiled. Whether the series went on or not, whether this episode even counted or not, at least one prize had been given out today. Cheering and whistling, everyone abandoned the ragged tent and sat outside on the grass, soaking up the last of the evening light.

Host Commentary

Host Commentary

By Tina Connolly

About this story, Premee says:

This story is a love letter to my favourite type of reality show (the polite, non-competitive kind where the contestants help each other out) as well as the friends who suffered with me as we went through our undergraduate science degrees.

And about this story I say: I completely agree! These are 100% my favorite types of reality shows as well, and something I enjoyed about this story right from the very beginning. I’ve joked with my friends about the sheer amount of these we’ve gone through during the pandemic; I mean, all the Great British Bake-Offs, for sure, but also The Great Pottery Throwdown, another BBC show available in the states, and Amy Poehler and Nick Offerman’s Making It, and more. This story DOES feel like a love letter to those very best of shows. For example, when Harriet muses that she must have something to show the judges I was immediately like oh gosh yes you MUST! Don’t be like Iain throwing out his baked Alaska, and put yourself through a Great British Bake Off-style hashtag bingate!

But it’s really enjoyable to watch the behind-the-scenes of Harriet, struggling with so many relatable things. I mean, I generally look at all the amazing things people make on these shows in awe. So it’s very easy to imagine being, like Harriet, cast as the “plucky” “underdog”, struggling to make the challenges go right. Premee Mohamed’s entire concept of the quantum physics reality show here is both delightfully entertaining, as well as a way to make a challenging field feel a wee bit more accessible to us at home. You know, just like you watch GBBO and think, yes, I really could make a 15 gazillion layer Prinsesstårta. Anyway. It does, however, make you wonder how the production company can ever top the excitement of this extremely epic episode 4.

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About the Author

Premee Mohamed

Premee Mohamed is an Indo-Caribbean scientist and speculative fiction author based in Edmonton, Alberta.
She is a Social Media Manager and Assistant Editor for the short audio science fiction venue Escape Pod, and was a Capital City Press Featured Writer for 2019/2020 with the Edmonton Public Library. Her guest editing positions include novellas with Interstellar Flight Press and short fiction with Apparition Lit.

Her debut novel, ‘Beneath the Rising’ was a finalist for the Crawford Award, the Aurora Award, the British Fantasy Award, and the Locus Award. Her other published books include novel ‘A Broken Darkness’ and novellas ‘These Lifeless Things,’ ‘And What Can We Offer You Tonight,’ and ‘The Annual Migration of Clouds.’ Her next novel, ‘The Void Ascendant,’ is the final book in the Beneath the Rising trilogy and is due out in March 2022.

Her short fiction has appeared in print and audio venues including Analog, Escape Pod, Augur, Nightmare Magazine, Shoreline of Infinity, and PodCastle. Solicited appearances include The Deadlands, A Secret Guide to Fighting Elder Gods, and Jo Walton’s New Decameron. In 2017 she was nominated for the Pushcart Prize for her story ‘Willing’ (Third Flatiron Press).

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About the Narrator

Eve Upton

Eve Upton is huddled in the darkness of the cupboard. She appears to be scratching words into the floor. Upon closer inspection, they say: nolite the bastardes carborundorum.

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